My Blog

Well I’m not so sure if anyone did read my blog or whatever
it is but since
I’m kind of bored I’ll just write one about it I guess. Usually
when I see some people, when they help someone they do want some reward behind
it though. For me, a reward isn’t really the thing I want to get.

When I want to help someone or hear someone problem, I would
be more then glad to give out my opinion and give a helping hand. If I see
someone happy or safe I would be more than glad about it that’s for sure. Maybe
some people think that I don’t really value them but I do really value them
actually. I don’t want any prize or money my little effort I have made for
them. Helping out comes from our heart that’s for sure and that’s my stats for
it. 

It’s true that a lot of problem might come into my small
brain of mind but I don’t really mind at all. As long as they are happy, I can
be happy myself. But yeah, if I want to hear someone’s problem I need to hear
all about it. I can’t be one sided on this. With all my power I have in my
hands I’ll do my best to help them.

Some of you guys might know about my obsession on animes (Japanese
Animation) and games am I right? And yeah basically its really hard to
let it go and its been in me for a long time now. Some of the people
does not like the way I am but I don’t really bother about it myself.
If they want to call me names or whatsoever on because of my childish
behavior I don’t mind or even care.

I am is who I am myself, somehow I feel that some of my friends or
people I know does not accept me on being like this, and yes being
criticized on what I’m doing and for me playing "lame" games beside the
modern game like Ghost Recon and Fifa, it does hurt my feeling when
people said that kinds of things and they didn’t really realized about
that but I do because why? I’m the one who’s suffering with those pain.
But yeah I don’t want to make any fuss around so thats why I just leave
it alone.

Sometimes I always like to listen to my friends problem and I would do my best to help them up the best I can. Although I may not be the best person to give much of a feedback and might always give one sentence of answer.

Maybe its because I don’t want to see any sad faces among my friends I tend to listen to them and make them happy, although sometimes I feel like I offend them. Guess I need to say sorry to them if I do.

I may not have the power to protect them but I will still do my best for them. I don’t want to see them hurt at all. I hope I will be able to do that.